He bought a folding fan gave it to me

 A dark blue background adorned with large flowers of white flowers. He did not speak, walk away. I hold the ticket, ready to take the train to leave Caiyunzhinan thousands of miles away, to return my small muggy heat of the city.

this trip the the end there. I came back from a Dali

, has been thinking about him. Above the left wrist tattoo man. Blue lotus, and the light of the text in the left wrist, the pattern is small, not very conspicuous, but I liked the way a flower. We met a temple in Dali. He together with another woman, the woman was carrying his arm.

He said Tong, I hope you come back to Dali. We will welcome you here. I like your hair above the white camellias.

Thank you. Cing.

He shook my hand, smiling, bright and confident smile. I have never seen such clarity smile.

came back the next one I plan to save money and travel. I only go once a city, stay longer or shorter time,Discount UGG boots, and never go a second time.

my paper in his right wrist had a camellia. On the computer typing along. Sleep during the day. The night listening to music watching movies online writing. The Blue Lotus miss the left wrist with a man called Cing. And the women around him. Her name is blue pictures. In each trip, I always met this person on my mind for a while. He is just one of them. There she was, according to the name of that young woman called.

I know for the next trip will be forgotten after they are natural. Relying on his mind only,UGG boots cheap, I understand my situation.

night 2:00 check mail.

Cing said Tong, Dali's camellia flowers, and beautiful. Clean, white, reminds me of your makeup. Has been missing since you left. I do not know everything alright.

I unconsciously touch your hair, tis already withered Camellia throw where I do not know.

I replied. Cing, I'll be fine. If it's trip to Dali, will see you. Ann.

I think I will not go.

turn off the computer, open the waste does not know how long the phone. Long term power loss due to not boot. Drawer to find the charger plugged in, boot, the screen shining faint blue. N unread messages. With a sender's name. Qing Zhao. I knew it would be her. I gave her my phone, in addition there is no contact information. He did not know that we were strangers. A long time ago we met in the network.

she said.

Tong, only you understand my love. Thank you for coming to see me Dali. But we fell into another impasse. He still can not love me.

Tong, and he told me about you. He said that the hair on the woman stuck in a white camellia, face stiff calm, do not like is not sad, he has been obsessed.

Tong, I am leaving, a man I'm going to go, he loves me. Unlike Cing, I love him,UGGs, but he always ignored me. I can not tolerate a long time and suffering.

Tong, and I know he will love you. Sorry, your arrival is just really made me clear up my heart, I believe his decision. Tong, however, you do not love him is not it.

Tong, the day he took me to watch the mountain camellia in full bloom. Beautiful. I thought of you. I think he is.

Tong, if the next trip, please come Dali. In any case. He needs you.

Tong, I want to leave him. Also left you. Care of yourself.

I turn off the phone. Fell down asleep. The next day I cleaned my luggage a taxi to the airport. Yes, Dali. I know I am in love with that man. Not only for youth according to the request. She loves him, but she did not know, I also love him. She said he needs you, Tong, and I hope he happy.

I saw at the airport to pick my Cing. I said, Qing'an, I miss you. We are naturally hugs, kisses. He put me into a very quiet low-key hostel. The room is sunny, green plants on the windowsill, light blue curtains. Can be seen through the window glass-like clarity blue sky. Like when he first saw the smile. I've always been the temptation to smile.

early the next day I woke up, going to watch the mountain camellia. To go herself, without companionship. I have a good sense of direction to be deeply remembered once place. I remember many things, so very tired. More things to remember to forget the previous things. I intend to spend reading back. I can not dock in the wind after all the soul. And he is also doomed to not give me a stable one. We are just at the wrong time and place, meet the right person.

and I went to a really tall temple Qing'an.

Cing said Tong, you can stay.

Ha ha. I do not care to smile. Honey, do you think? You know, no one can make me stay. Including you.

I pinched under a camellia planted in the left position of the hair.

my body is a stray factor. But to keep wandering, like duckweed general. Perhaps one day I tired, will stay in a place to die. But not now.

Cing. I love you. Qing Zhao wrong. She thinks I do not love you.

she needs stability. She left you. She did love you. So do I.

love you have to leave you. Because we are all inner turmoil of people.

I will remember you, Cing.

bye.

but we both know will never meet. I know I would not take back him. I know that she will forget me.

bought him a folding fan gave it to me. A dark blue background adorned with large flowers of white flowers.

He did not speak, walk away. I hold the ticket, ready to take the train to leave Caiyunzhinan thousands of miles away, to return my small muggy heat of the city.

green pictures.

I still dwelling in their own small space. Occasionally went for a walk at midnight in the city running, shouting, loud singing. And then quickly slide to prevent the sharp rise to a variety of alarm beep and police harassment. Sometimes hear voices or ringing in the ears. Ear, and often the train is whistling sound of a child the adults in the quarrel. Hard to sleep at night. They got up and turn on the computer typing, delete, and then put a very loud music. Middle of the night to a bar to kill time. Hook up all kinds of people. Men and women. Or the wild lonely soul. Participate in public welfare activities.

when the mood to cook delicious meals will treat yourself. In short a person had their own very free.

to a kindergarten volunteer. Love and innocence of children. I was shy in front of them, and know what to do. They call me, Tong sister, Tong sister. I was flattered. I teach them to play the piano, draw, make a child do all kinds of games. Those days very happy, day after day sleep well, eat sweet. Has forgotten his past and all the bear and dirt. Until the day I met her. Qing Zhao. Is in kindergarten.

her fat, and slightly fat. Su Yan. Blue white cotton dress shirt. Black high-heeled shoes. Accompanied Vietnamese bun. His face was ruddy glory.

I am surprised. Qinghuan, green photo?

she was surprised to turn around, and some do not recognize me.

she came up, holding my hand. Is that you, Tong? Sweet smile and eyes.

me. Qing Zhao.

she and her husband came to this city, his daughter in the kindergarten. I saw her daughter. Eyes bright, aggressive. I know her name Lin late. When I first saw her uneasy then I do not know actually green according to the daughter. I know her just fine. I can see that she has not forgotten Qing'an. I told him after the experience and what happened after she left. Green photos, you know. He said in a landslide, the killed. Keep your eyes can not believe she was looking at me. Then began to cry. Lin did not know what happened later, she said, Tong sister, my mother how, and how the mother? I comforted her, and later child well-behaved. Mom all right.

Green collated according to mood, still leaving each phone, holding her children and left late.

she said Tong, are you a good girl. I hope you can settle down.

ah. I know, thank you, according to Green.

after I sent a message to her. Green photos, I love Qing'an, I want you to know. I saw you, tell you that my heart will be settled. I will forget you soon. I turn off the phone. I know we will not be contacted.

Tong.

Qing'an day I go once again went to the Dali. I only went to the temple and open mountain camellia tall mountain. Also adopted the white camellia flower in the hair on the plug. Cing like to see the smile. I think this life I will not come back a marble. I love two people have left me out there. Cing, green pictures. I can only continue to drift, perhaps long, long time, I will secure down. According to the same as the blue, having children, mothers.

I have deleted them both all the mail and phone all the information and contact information. Huddled in their small space to continue raising of the wandering soul. At the moment, sinking, drifting in the calm if duckweed as if at the child.

note: the full name of Dali Bai Autonomous Prefecture of Dali, Yunnan Province, located in central west, city tour throughout the East Lake, West and Diancang mountains. Mild climate, fertile land, beautiful and diverse landscape. Dali, the